Realities of life

I used to think
Happiness doubles if its shared
But the reality is
When I am really elated
There aren't enough people to share

I used to think
I will get whatever is mine
But the reality is
I always need to beg for
Everything that I rightfully deserve

I used to think
I need courage to speak the truth
But the reality is
I need even more courage
To accept the truth

I used to think
I can smile only when I'm happy
But the reality is
Broader is the smile
Deeper maybe the wound inside

I used to think
Relations can live on forever
But the reality is
Every relationship in life
Has an expiry date

I used to think
I can make my own destiny
But the reality is
My destiny is controlled
By the Supreme power up above.